I Finally Finished the Book I Have Been Writing for Three Years Tonight, and the Actual Feeling Is Nothing Like What I Expected It to Be After This Long

I Finally Finished the Book I Have Been Writing for Three Years Tonight, and the Actual Feeling Is Nothing Like What I Expected It to Be After This Long – Three years. One final sentence. A feeling considerably quieter and considerably more complicated than the triumphant relief I had been imagining this entire time.